i'm gonna miss 2m '04.
gonna miss the people.
gonna miss the times we had as a class;
pissing teachers off,
complaining about hw,
complaining bout almost everything.
gonna miss the things we did together;
like jogging,
the C&T enterprise challenge (superb job done by daddy aka grace),
the INSANE EXAM MUGGING,
the chalet,
the stuff that we werent supposed to be doing.
i'm gonna miss you guys.
To my HOTfamily.
I'm gonna miss y'all more than any other clique in the class (duh)
i remember we were formed in seoul garden after the x-country '04
had a blast during all the times we spent together.
had so much fun, so much laughter.
it's hard for me to forget.
so much enouragement during the exma period,
felt so touched.
dun wanna leave u guys.
we're all going separate ways next yr..
and i REALLY dun wanna part.
it's a pity we got close too late,
or we might have been even tighter, closer.
To aud, aka sashimi the HOTfamily doggie.
i'm gonna miss you, girl.
all your dirrty-mindedness,
that cuuuuuuuuuute laughter,
your amusement over such trivial issues,
your arty-fartiness,
your musical talent,
your bubbly nature.
i'm gonna miss audrie tan ying yan(G; haha)
aud, dont forget us.
we'll never forget you.
keep us updated on your SURELY long string of guys there in the international sch.
hope we'll remain friends forever. (:
(sorry for being VERY cliche)
missing you guys already...
):
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Thursday, October 21, 2004
Layla Kaylif. Shakespeare in Love.
He's fought and he's fallen
He's on his knees before he's on his feet
A sinister romantic
Oh, he's about to be and she's about to see
Teachin' torches to burn bright
She's hanging on the cheek of night
A snowy dove trooping with crows
He never saw true beauty till tonight
CHORUS:
She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love
He's fought and he's fallen
He's on his knees before he's on his feet
A glittery romantic
Oh, he's about to be and she's about to see
His bounty's boundless like the sea
His love is endless, just as deep
The more he gives the more he has
`Cause both of them are truly infinite
CHORUS:
She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love
That's Shakespeare in love
A sinister romantic
He's on his knees before he's on his feet
CHORUS:
She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love
That's Shakespeare in love
He's fought and he's fallen
He's on his knees before he's on his feet
A sinister romantic
Oh, he's about to be and she's about to see
Teachin' torches to burn bright
She's hanging on the cheek of night
A snowy dove trooping with crows
He never saw true beauty till tonight
CHORUS:
She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love
He's fought and he's fallen
He's on his knees before he's on his feet
A glittery romantic
Oh, he's about to be and she's about to see
His bounty's boundless like the sea
His love is endless, just as deep
The more he gives the more he has
`Cause both of them are truly infinite
CHORUS:
She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love
That's Shakespeare in love
A sinister romantic
He's on his knees before he's on his feet
CHORUS:
She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love
That's Shakespeare in love
Saturday, October 16, 2004
just read another fanfic..
the first one in a VERY long time of almost a year...
and you know what's the best part?
it rawked.
it wasn't too unlikely;
it was sweet;
it was romantic;
and the best part of it all?
the hero and heroine get together..
...after vanguishing evil that is.
don't we all wish for that kind of ending?
too bad it rarely happens to untalented commoners or dreamers.
check it out.
The Cabin
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1261300/1/
PS.if you're not into langthy fanfics..then dont read.this is 427pgs long in microsoft word..
the first one in a VERY long time of almost a year...
and you know what's the best part?
it rawked.
it wasn't too unlikely;
it was sweet;
it was romantic;
and the best part of it all?
the hero and heroine get together..
...after vanguishing evil that is.
don't we all wish for that kind of ending?
too bad it rarely happens to untalented commoners or dreamers.
check it out.
The Cabin
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1261300/1/
PS.if you're not into langthy fanfics..then dont read.this is 427pgs long in microsoft word..
Friday, October 15, 2004
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Friday, September 24, 2004
the air smells...funny.and i dont like it.
it smells so familiar..smells like fear..anxiety..
i remembers this smell from a few years back.
i was terrified then, cant remember of what.
i was so scared, so alone, so helples...
and all i could do was breathe in the fresh air,
of how it smelled after it rained..
and wish that everything would just go away..
that everything would just fade into oblivion..
that i would be saved.
though years have passed,
though i'm different...
the air still smells the same.
and now, more than ever, i wish for the same thing...
it smells so familiar..smells like fear..anxiety..
i remembers this smell from a few years back.
i was terrified then, cant remember of what.
i was so scared, so alone, so helples...
and all i could do was breathe in the fresh air,
of how it smelled after it rained..
and wish that everything would just go away..
that everything would just fade into oblivion..
that i would be saved.
though years have passed,
though i'm different...
the air still smells the same.
and now, more than ever, i wish for the same thing...
Alanis morisette.hands clean~
If it weren't for your maturity none of this would have happened
If you weren't so wise beyond your years i would've been able to control myself
If it weren't for my attention you wouldn't have been successful and
If it weren't for me you would never have amounted to very much
Ooh this could be messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime
We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
And i have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this
You're essentially an employee and i like you having to depend on me
You're kind of my protégand one day you'll say you learned all you know from me
I know you depend on me like a young thing would to a guardian
I know you sexualize me like a young thing would and i think i like it
Ooh this could get messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime
We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
And i have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this
What part of our history's reinvented and under rug swept?
What part of your memory is selective and tends to forget?
What with this distance it seems so obvious?
Just make sure you don't tell on me especially to members of your family
We best keep this to ourselves and not tell any members of our inner posse
I wish i could tell the world cuz you're such a pretty thing when you're done
Up properly
I might want to marry you one day if you watch that weight and keep your firm
Body
Ooh this could be messy and
Ooh i don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime
If it weren't for your maturity none of this would have happened
If you weren't so wise beyond your years i would've been able to control myself
If it weren't for my attention you wouldn't have been successful and
If it weren't for me you would never have amounted to very much
Ooh this could be messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime
We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
And i have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this
You're essentially an employee and i like you having to depend on me
You're kind of my protégand one day you'll say you learned all you know from me
I know you depend on me like a young thing would to a guardian
I know you sexualize me like a young thing would and i think i like it
Ooh this could get messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime
We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
And i have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this
What part of our history's reinvented and under rug swept?
What part of your memory is selective and tends to forget?
What with this distance it seems so obvious?
Just make sure you don't tell on me especially to members of your family
We best keep this to ourselves and not tell any members of our inner posse
I wish i could tell the world cuz you're such a pretty thing when you're done
Up properly
I might want to marry you one day if you watch that weight and keep your firm
Body
Ooh this could be messy and
Ooh i don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Thursday, September 16, 2004
i should be studying.
i haven't been able to do much of that lately.
sigh.
i should plan my study timetable.
for next week at least.
so pressurized by rani.
i must be disciplined.
i must keep to the schedule.
i cannot slack.
i hope it's enough.
i hope i'm not too late.
...i hope i can get in.
i can.
i must.
i will.
i haven't been able to do much of that lately.
sigh.
i should plan my study timetable.
for next week at least.
so pressurized by rani.
i must be disciplined.
i must keep to the schedule.
i cannot slack.
i hope it's enough.
i hope i'm not too late.
...i hope i can get in.
i can.
i must.
i will.
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
Friday, September 10, 2004
Thursday, September 09, 2004
ahh.the last post was rubbish..just needed to let off some steam..betrayal doesnt feel good..sorri if i offended anyone!!
going back to studying.let's see..the past few days have been stupidly slack.and i'm WAY behind schedule now..gotta catch up real quick.dun wanna fail again.just too terrible a feeling.hope i can finish my study timetable..or am i being too amibitious?stupid, maybe?or...
know what?i'm already thinking bout what to do after the exam when they havent even began yet..i suck man.need to find more motivition..a ALOT more discipline and a heck of a lot more pressure..i wondering why i'm not dead yet?..my life and academic lives are SO screwed.what have i gotten myself into??
hiya people..miss you guys!!!!!!3days to sch opening..to seeing you guys and to EARING MY NOODLES SWIMMING IN CHILLI!!!..haha.c y'all.(:
going back to studying.let's see..the past few days have been stupidly slack.and i'm WAY behind schedule now..gotta catch up real quick.dun wanna fail again.just too terrible a feeling.hope i can finish my study timetable..or am i being too amibitious?stupid, maybe?or...
know what?i'm already thinking bout what to do after the exam when they havent even began yet..i suck man.need to find more motivition..a ALOT more discipline and a heck of a lot more pressure..i wondering why i'm not dead yet?..my life and academic lives are SO screwed.what have i gotten myself into??
hiya people..miss you guys!!!!!!3days to sch opening..to seeing you guys and to EARING MY NOODLES SWIMMING IN CHILLI!!!..haha.c y'all.(:
Monday, September 06, 2004
Sunday, September 05, 2004
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
Everyone's telling me not to get stressed.
The cold truth is..i'm not.and that's where i have my problem.
how can i get stressed?
i don't know anymore, i just don't know.
You know, sometimes, alot of times,i plan useless timetables for myslef, hoping it'll help me break my descipline drought.
But you know what?
They're USELESS.
Like me.
Know why?
'cause i let myself get carried away while taking my breaks.
But i cant seem to stop that tendancy.
I know my problem, yet why cant i remedy it?
'cause i lack the descipline.
i lack the perseverance.
i lack the determination.
I hate myself.
The cold truth is..i'm not.and that's where i have my problem.
how can i get stressed?
i don't know anymore, i just don't know.
You know, sometimes, alot of times,i plan useless timetables for myslef, hoping it'll help me break my descipline drought.
But you know what?
They're USELESS.
Like me.
Know why?
'cause i let myself get carried away while taking my breaks.
But i cant seem to stop that tendancy.
I know my problem, yet why cant i remedy it?
'cause i lack the descipline.
i lack the perseverance.
i lack the determination.
I hate myself.
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