FINALLY get to update my blog.phew.
OK!
yesterday was the MOST fun i had in A WHILE.
haha..
the day started off with the pcs having a LAST meeeting concerning the ORIENTATION!!haha..am SUPER excited!!..cant wait top go!!haha..the i/cs did a GREAT job!!(: (:
THEn..we went to...
MACRITCHIE!!
to see which paths we were supposed to take with our classes.1 pupil leader to 10 NEW sec 1s..hope they listen :p
it was fun lah..the walking and the nARROW bridges..or the forested area..heehee.PRECISELY why i cant wait!!
haha..to add on to that..anticipation..i'm doing SENTRY DUTY!!!WHEEEE~!with lilin, michelle and yi ling.3.33am haunted hour eh?..we'll see whether cedar is as haunted as it's made out to be. ;)
haha..THEN..the sec 2 pcs went to..
SEOUL GARDEN!!!
haha..that was FUN.
the cooking was FUN.haha..the passing of food..the EATING and the GARLIC chicken!!!!!!(: (: or zl's "swashi".haha..the funnest was the part where we all had to eat DISGUSTING food..till ALL of us kena
haha..i have to admit that the first batch was the WORST.poor michelle!!!sigh..but you still managed to finish!!yay!!haha..
i got the 2nd batch of food..ate with sining.we hadd..
SYRUP, DRAGON FRUIT, ORANGES AND FRIES!
it wasnt that bad lah..just tasted a bit..wierd.haha..but it was fun..
REALLY fun!!(:
haha..then the 3rd batch got the BEST of all the batches.al we gave them was that green chendol thing, syrup, WATERMELON, CORN and nuts.we were VERY kind compared to the 1st batch.heehee.
haha..had fun..then all of us went to kino where there were INUYASHA AND POT AND NARUTO manga a PLENTY!!!
then we all left at 9.15 and went home.
haha..very satisfying day!!(: we must do it more often..
oh and..

WHERE ARE THE PHOTOS??
haha..(:

HOPE THE INDUCTION WILL BE OK!!
NOVABELLE RAWKS!!
haha..
OFF TO SCHOOL~!

Induction proposal's a MESS!!!
dunno where to get seating plan!!
STILL havent called the psls and pcs as to whether they can make it!!
still havent settled the briefing dates!!
MESS MESS MESS!!
whoops..better buck up!!..cannot flop!!

``PRAYING EVERYBODY TURNS UP.

Inuyasha today: kikyou kisses inuyasha.i hate kikyou.KICK-HER.

looking forward to the orientation camp~

AND SO I'M BACK FROM OUTER SPACE!!!!
hahahahahahahaha..cant sstop laughing..and i dont know why.anybody know eher my tablets arE??hmmmm..?I KNOW!!SOMEONE TOOK IT!!SOME ONE ETERNALLY EVIL LIKE..NARAKU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*gasp*!!..how could he have entered our time??!LILIN!!!!!WE NEED TO FIND THE SACRED JEWEL AND GIVE IT BACK TO KAGGS!!!!
hahahahahahahhahaha..wheee!!!!!!!!!hahahaha..
*slaps self*
ok.i'm back!!
first things first.
AHH!!!1I'M FREAKING SCARED BOUT THE BLOODY INTERVIEW!!!
enough said.
secondly..
WHEN WILL INUYASHA 4TH BOX COME OUT??!!!I'M DYING FROM INUYASHA DEPRIVATION!!!
AND I WANNA WATCH THE 2ND MOVIE SO BADLY!!!!!!!!!
sessy RAWKS.[he is NOT gay]
thirdly.
whee!!!!i'm looking forward to the SEC 1 REGISTRATION!!!..heehee..good job, laogong + ming jin!!(:(: heehee.and ORIENTATION CAMP!!!!!!duh.haha..mira and dhilshad did a good job too..heehee!!
fourthly.
HOW THE CRAP ARE WE GOING TO FIND A SEETING PLAN FOR THE HALL???!!*faints*
enough said.
fifth.
I HAVENT FINISHED MY HOMEOWRK.AND THAT MAJORLY SUCKS!!!!!WTF!!!
i suck.enough said.

ok.this is really bad..despite ALL the DEPRESSING STUFF i've typed..i STILL cant stop laughing.stupid naruto!!!!!!..so freaking funny!!hahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahah
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ok i feel better.OFF TO WORK!!!!BAKAA!!!!!!!!!haha..felt like saying that.aaand..MISS CHEE RAWKS!!!even though she gives the strangest homework..-_-

TO ALL THOSE WHO BELIVED IN ME:
LILIN
THANKS SO MUCH FOR BELIEVING IN ME!!!you dont know how much those smses meant to me!!..thanks So much girl!!..haha..YOU kicked ass man.thanks for having so much faith; YOU RAWK. sure you know it ;) and THANKS AGAIN for the help with the INDUCTION!!(: (:

GRACE/DADDY
THANKS DADDY!!!..haha..i gues ur daughter DID make it huh?..and fine.you're ALWAYS right.(:

JAZZY/UNCLE
thanks darling for staying positive even though i was DYING on the inside.thanks for always keeping my hopes up.and thanks for staying opyimistic even though things didnt look too good for US.(: u rawk too darling!!

EVELYN AND THE REST OF HAWK
THANKS FOR BEING PART OF HAWK AND GAONIZING OVER THIS ISSUE WTH ME.YOU ALL RAWK.AND YOU ALL KNOW IT!!..THANKS FOR MAKING LTC SO FUN!!(: i miss you guys..(:

and now?..things are looking up..(: God's blessing.thanks, God,.you rawk the MOST.(:

FINALLY FOUND THE LYRICS!!

I cant help myself.Nobody's Angel.
You smile a lot
It makes me wonder what your thinking of
cuz...
baby, you're always on my mind
and right now i want you with me
here by my side
with me till the end of time

I just can't help myself i'm falling in love with you.
(love, love)
It doesnt matter what you say and what you do
(no matter what you say, no matter what you do)
just give me a chance
and i know i'll make you understand why...
I just cant help myself i'm falling in love with you.

Don't know if I should tell the world just how I'm feeling yeah
cuz...
I wanna be sure you feel the same
The more that i think about it
you need to know
there's no other way
no,no

I just can't help myself i'm falling in love with you.
(love, love)
It doesnt matter what you say and what you do
(no matter what you say, no matter what you do)
just give me a chance
and i know i'll make you understand why...
I just cant help myself i'm falling in love with you.

You must have been sent...
you must have been sent from heaven above
you're everything i've ever dreamed of
too good to be true
no no i dont think so..

baby, no.

Just give me a chance
and i know i'll make you understand why...
I just cant help myself i'm falling in love with you.

I think i've fallen in love...

I just can't help myself i'm falling in love with you.
(love, love)
It doesnt matter what you say and what you do
(no matter what you say, no matter what you do)
just give me a chance
and i know i'll make you understand why...
I just cant help myself i'm falling in love with you.

I think i've fallen in love,
i think i've fallen in love,
i think i've falen in love...
yeah, yeah...


this song rawks.inuyasha and kagome forever.
wish there was a way i could get the video on my blog..

Just came back froma "family" chalet.
dead tired.
only slept for 1hr plus.
the stay was VERY impromptu.
my sis and i only got to know round 10pm,
ironically afetr i had come offline to do homework.
sigh..[p.s. did ya get any hw, lilin?..haha]
soo..
i brought my english there in hope i could get some homework done.
it turned out that i'd brought the wrong hw..
cos i was in the mood to do chi, not eng.
sigh..
oh well.
we didnt do anything majorly fun or wild..but i guess it just adds to the Christmas '04 memories.
now..
back to work!!

what i have left to do:
1.Translation of background info on pilates and the great wall of China, du hou gan on one of the Christmas charity events, implications of the university course fee-hike and the translation of the article on the inclusion of chinese and japanese in american exams.
2.The english compre and summary.[someone please save me..i cant understand what the FREAKING passage is talking about!!]

17days to go..
and i STILL cant wake up before 8.

i'm doomed.

Work's been VERY slow these past few days.
ASIDE from my daily dose of fanfics..
i seem to be BUSIER these few days.
sigh..
wish my maid could cut SHORT her holiday and come back NOW!!
i know..selfish and pointless ambitions on my part.
oh well..
awaiting the day of my maid's return.~

AHH!!!
why wont dechantal update faster??
i'm DYING from suspense already.
i'm SURE the 2wk delay is MORE than enough to kill her faithful readers.
Flowers in the Snow
i wonder how rin will react to sessy's..
affections.
then again..she wont have to decide for a while.
just hope inuyasha and sessy manage to defeat that bakayarou, naraku.
and..
the ANTI-KIKYO CAMPIAGN STILL STANDS!!
after the exploration of her "roots"..
i believe the resolution to rid the world of kikyo supporters has GREATLY strengthened..
and THEREFORE..we must SEIZE this GOLDEN opportunity and gather MORE anti-kikyo supporters and hopefully..finally..fulfil our cause!!..haha.

anti-kikyo all the way!!
SESSHOMARU RAWKS!!

--Change of background music.instead of "My will", it's "Fukai Mori".BOTH are equally nice. [p.s. lilin, this is the NEW ending song to for inuyasha..with SESSY of all characters as the main..character.haha.but i tink "My will" mayb nicer]

All those out there who havent watched inuyasha before..you're missing out on something REALLY nice.
the characters rawk.
the plot rawks.
the FANFICS rawk.
the ONLY thing that DOESN'T is that pathetic excuse for a miko,
who's bent on annihilating EX lover.

ahh.inu and his complicated lovers.
SESSHOMARU'S SO MUCH BETTER.
i love sessy/fluffy..(:
and he's NOT gay!!!

I wonder what life was like before my fanfics...
cant imagine life WITHOUT them.
yes..they're throwing me off my work schedule..
but they provide a sanctury;
for me to run if and when i wanna get away from the real world.
BUT..
who can evade the real world forever?
..and now,i must again return to it.
to finish my HOLIDAY homework,
finish reading the text books for next yr,
read freaking CHINESE newpapers [in an attempt to improve my chinese],
and mentally gear myself up fir next yr.

the holidays are ending...
FAST.
thee next 21 days are not gonna be easy.
not easy at all..

Another great fic by DeChantal.
i just cant imagine where she gets all her great ideas from.
and her language usage..i just so "wow".
she's a true inspiration to all CHINESE
--[presumtiously] well versed in both the english and chinese languages.
ahhh...
i got hooked to The Blood of The Dragon.
my all time favourite fanfic.
then it was Once Upon a Thyme.
that fic was so sweet!!
and now she strikes again!
this time with an inuysha fic.
SESSY/RIN.
the best sess/rin fic EVER!!
y'all should read it.
it's seriously nice...

the choice it yours...
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2085012/1/

[p.s. Lilin, this one has 245 reviews..including mine(: heehee.see if you like it ;) oh and u shld check out her draco/hermione fics.VERY kawaii!!]

>>i got all these alien songs from music videos on inuyasha
really obsessed. ;)
AND..this song will really describe inuyasha at the end of the series i think..
after getting over kikyo..and falling in love with kagome[she's beoming such a great miko and archer!!!]
Staind.So Far Away.
This is my life
It's not what it was before
All these feelings I've shared
And these are my dreams
That I'd never lived before
Somebody shake me 'cause I
I must be sleeping

Now that we're here, it's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
And all the mistakes, one life contained
They all finally start to go away
And now that we're here, it's so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
And I can forgive
And I'm not ashamed to be
The Person that I am today

These are my words
That I've never said before
I think I'm doing okay
And this is the smile
That I've never shown before
Somebody shake me 'cause I
I must be sleeping

Now that we're here, it's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
And all the mistakes, one life contained
They all finally start to go away
And now that we're here, it's so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive
And I'm not ashamed to be
The Person that I am today

I'm so afraid of waking
Please don't shake me
Afraid of waking
Please don't shake me

Now that we're here, it's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
And all the mistakes, one life contained
They all finally start to go away
And now that we're here, it's so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
And I can forgive
And I'm not ashamed to be
The Person that I am today

It's my life.Bon Jovi.
This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud

Chorus:
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks

Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life

Better stand tall when they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down

Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive

Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life

My blog's FINALLY UP again!!!
dunno what happened man..
but i'm glad i found this very NICE template.
heehee..
inuyasha rawks!!!

is it kagome or kikyo?

Just came back from LTC.
i thought i'd hate it there.
i thought i'd be too strict.
i thought i'd die atthe camp.
But life's ironic..aint it?

I loved camp.

and now?
i miss camp so badly.
i wish we were getting scolded by chief again..
i wish we had one more fire drill..
or we could do belaying again..
or BEST still!
one more campfire..one more night walk.
i miss camp.

hawk rawked so bad.
so so so bad.
even though we were the group with the least number of people..
that didnt stop us from getting SECOND..initially first..
that didnt cause our flag to stand throughout the whole camp..
that didnt stop us from cheering our cheers..
no matter how soft or how lame they were.[p.s.i loved hawk bangs]
even with xiuqi's busted ankle..thatdidnt stop her from RUNNING with us..
so what if we got scolded a few times for not being enthu enough?
..i think we really did it..
oh and..
"WE LOVE, WE LOVE, WE LOVE CLEANING AND
WE LOVE, WE LOVE, WE LOVE SWEAPING AND
WE LOVE, WE LOVE, WE LOVE WIPING
..toooooooooooooo..
we love dorm cleaning and..
it is quite alright we love dorm cleaning..
sweeping from left to right..
we love dorm cleaning..
wiping from here to there"
genius, xiuqi and yong en.

or...

"HAWKS HAVE BEEN HUNGRY FOR THE WHOLE OF THE DAYYYYY..
CHICKEN FISH AND RICE..
ALL ARE VERY NICE..
HAKUNA MATATA!!!"
haha..nice one y'all..

or...

"PUMP, PUMP, PUMP IT UP
PUMP THAT HAWK SPIRIT UP!!
KEEP, KEPP, KEEP IT UP
KEEP THAT HAWK SPIRIT UP!!
SHOUT, SHOUT, SHOUT IT OUT
SHOUT THAT HAWK SPIRIT OUT..
YEAAAAA..HAWK!!"

I MISS OUR CHEERS.even the lame meal ones.
hahaha..me miss camp.):

but not to forget...
"FATHER ABRAHAM HAS SEVEN CHILDREN,
SVEN CHILDREN HAS FATHER ABRAHAM,
SOME OF THEM WERE TALL
AND SOME OF THEM WERE SHORT
BUT NONE OF THEM WAS RIGHT!!!!"
haha..xiuqi really makes a good father abraham..no?
haha..i also miss this PURRRFECT entertainment for the leaders who liked shaking butts.
still beaten by gryphon's dynamite though..sighh.
haha..

hawk.
one group.
one very samll group.
but we made it.
we really made it, u guys.
we really mdae it.

but also thanks to gryphon and indigo who always were stuck to our gp..
and even when joined with u guys..i still had fun..(:
chika cha chika cha chika cha cha cha

to the rest of the groups..
Y'ALL RAWK MAN
thanks for cheering hawk on during the campfire..
miss it already..
no WONDER "linger"'s such a **SADD**[right, xiuqi?] song.):
ahh well..will update more when i'm not so tired.
night y'all..
get some GOOD sleep on nice BEDS...

INUYASHA IS ABSOLUTELY THE BEST ANIME ON THE PLANET.
enough said.
i just hope he chooses kagome in the end..not the dead **FORMER** love who's AWFULLY evil and scheming thought he manages NOT to see it..
kagome's so unselfish and thoughtful..dunno why he could've chosen EVIL kikyo over her in the first place.):

i love INUYASHA.
SESSHOMARU rawks my world too.

i want to change the world...

and making it into sg finals are..
sylvester and taufik.
enough said.

Today was the PREFECTS' CAMP!!!!whooooo!!!..fun sia!!..even though it was only for one day.): ..if only it was a stay-overnight camp..would've been..INTERESTING.

OUR GROUP:POTASSIUM HOLMES
OUR GROUP MEMBERS:
ETHELYN (LEADER)
AMELIA (ASST. LEADER)
JENNIFER
AMIRA
ANITA
VERENA
FACILITATOR:SHALINI

in the morning:
we played bonding games..haha.
lame and tiring..but fun..
we had double wacko 1st..wahlao.
call here, call there..call until ALL of us got mixed up..sigh.
then i kena whacker once..sigh..
pai sei..cant rmb all the names..
heehee.
then we also played some "locating the same breed of animal" game..
where ur group can only communicate using the sounds made by ur allocated animal.
haha..i was an oinker.go figure.
then we played jacob's ladder..
FUN!!!..but..rubbish when we had to shake our butts at the end of the "ladder"
..veri funny afer a while cos ppl didnt really do it after a while..
so janica had to call a few ppl back to shake again..
haha.
we also played H2O!!!!
haha..my partners always kena touched!!..
so i ran so many times..sigh..
but zl oso kena quite abit.
then thre was one when evelyn was chasing achu and both of them were screaming.
haha.
ohh yah!!..
we also had this game where you had to chase/run away from some one..
until you/the person u were chasing stands in front of the "fixed pts"
then the last person would get chased.
very confusing at first..but fun later..
haha..that one i KNOW zl kena alot of times..
heheh.cant rmb anymore games at this pt in time..

anwyay.we had "dancing" next.
we were supposed to come up with dance steps to the chorus of "overprotected"[ in out groups.
our group arh..
hehehe..only amelia knew how to dance and what to do..
so after showing the parts we were taught..
we just let her handle the chorus.
mean yes..but we REALLY didnt know wad to do!!..heehee.

then was..
SHARING TIME.
we were taken to com lab 4 to have a "sharing session"
mainly intro to the whole thing lah..
and suggestions and compulsory bonding sessions..
hahaha..th sec 2s are going to..
SEOUL GARDEN!!..heehee.
thot the secret handshake was cute too..heh.
haha.

LUNCH!!!!!!!
hahah..they should REALLY change the PLASTIC spoons man!!
..haha..and the chicken was a KILLER!!!!!!!!!
it killed TWO of my spoons!!!!!!
EVEEEEEEL chicken..
hahahahaha..but lunch was funny lah..
and k. holmes RAWKS!(:

then the AMAZING RACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wahalao.that was shit fun..
[sorry bout the long delay]
..dont wanna continue this post.heh..so all i can say is dat the amazing race was SUPER fun..
despite the rain etc..
the exco rawks!!(:
haha..

when we got back out gp told so many ghost stories that ALL of us got spooked.
ETHELYN was SO freaky..she was like "what if u say the wrong thing and it comes..."..and she made this scary gesture thing that freaked all of us and made us scream..
goodness.
it was SO super fun!!..despite the being freaked etc..
I LOVE POTASSIUM HOLMES!!
our gp rawkss..heehee.

by the end of the whole thing..i ddint wanna go home..but all good things have to end..
so i guess this too had to end.
not gonna forget the experience..ever.
haha..it was just fun..definitely going into my archive of good camp experiences..(:
that's the end of this post.sorry it took so long(:

okie dokie.
being sick sucks.
let's have a run down on what i've been tortured with shall we?
1.fever
2.BAD sore throat (initially couldnt talk properly or do anything w/o my throat hurting, and now it's just swallowing anything)
3.runny/clogged up nose
may not seem like much..but combined together..
they make u feel like u're half dead.
SUPERB.
what i've missed in the passed 6 days i've been sick?
1.the LTC refresher course with hawk
2.the prefect's campfire item meeting
3.doing my fu*king homework..such a terrible failure right?
4.FOOOOD!!!..i cant TASTE!!!..the AGONY!!!
and i'm gonna miss the food at later's bbq.awesome.
and i was looking forward to a nice chance to be honey/bunny girl again..):
ahh well.



i hate being sick.

AHHH..just came back from jyc 2004.IT RAWKED.IT SO RAWKED!!first things first..my group was AWESOME.even the guys.I MISS JYC!!..freaking sad dat this is our last yr.):

Day 1
arrived in church at 1215.
my group: 4.
my group members:
Deborah Ng & Teo Guo Nian(leaders), Rachael Hong(YAY!!), Cheryl Seow, Grace GOH, Samuel Chua, Ryan Tan, Jeremy Yong, Darren Chia
ok..didnt take an immediate liking to my gp.
chosing secret pals..and mine was...?
jansen lee.
AWESOME.
hated the camp at that pt in time.
didnt tink i was gonna haf fun..oh well.
first activity: ice breakers.ookkkayyy..
loads of lame stuff..but ok.
ultimate ice breaker: we had different disablitites but had to lead our whole gp to a certain spot near camp.
i was mute and one-legged.
some were TOTALLY PARALYZED and blind, some deaf and blind, etc.
but my group SO RAWKED that activity.
we reached there first.WITH our whole gp there..
so what if gp3 got there b4 us?they didnt haf their whole gp there.HA!!
ok..then bathing time.CHIONG FOR THE TOILETS!!
haha..the toilets were super crowded and flooded.
still had some time to play ASSHOLE daidi b4 that tho.fun.
dinner was ok..the VEGGIE RAWKED.dunno y the rest didnt wanna eat the celery.sigh..
then was worship and pastor vincent's terstimony on how he became a Christian.very inspiring.
okk..then we had Qt after that..then SLEEP.

In between day 1 & 2
at precisely 1230 in the morning..
the very NICE CAMP COM
sounded the bloody siren..waking EVERYBODY up.
we assembled in the bball court and waited for instructions.
we got SCOLDED for not sleeping..
which was UNTRUE cos i got 10mins sleep b4 being woken up.
everybody was PISSED.cos the whole thing was PISIFYING.
but some sissified/p6s were scared.cant blame them tho.
we were given glow sticks to wear on our wrists and 2 torch lights per groups..then..
we were THROWN into sembawang park at 1AM IN THE FREAKINH MORNING for a TREASURE HUNT.
ok..my group..or the guys..were seriously pissified..so we were "united" in that sense.
wahlao.the stupid hunt was so lame..walk from E to D to A to G to K..or some shit like that..all to find wad?
lame clues like.."scared?" "beware" "danger!!"
wahlao.lame, sweaty and pissifying..but rewarding when we came in FIRST!!(: (:
actually..most of the credit had to go to our facilitators..samuel cheam and petrina..cos they gave us MAJOR hints..
so..it was WAAY easy for us to find all the clues..even though they were FREAKING difficult to find.
when we got back to camp..the camp com came up with dis
potiankak idea..which involved jasmine looking like a..potiankak..
and with her..DAHLING male cow holding some ghost thing..with everybody screaming..
i tink our gp didnt scream..cos it was..LAME.
and so..the first day came to pass..with us STINKY, SWEATY and TIRED.

Day 2
woke up at 8.
ate breakfast..which was umm..sweet.
then got briefed for..
THE AMAZING RACE.
SO SUPER FUNN!!!
even though we had to run around s'pore like fools.

1st pit stop: sembawang -> orchard.
find the mail box thingy, then receive instructions again.
the control station uncle was SO cute..he was like
"wo bu ke yi gao so ni men..but.."
then he pinted to the left and up.haha..
our group then RAN up to find raveen and timothy (camp com)..
they told us to find store 01-06 in wisma..which was the very hard to fing..
NOKIA SHOP.okaay.

2nd pit stop: orchard -> kranji
wahlao.the train ride was SO SUPER LONG.14 stops.1/2 on the train.
we got bonding time on the train..
while solving a set of 20 LAME qns.
i STILL tink jeremy was acting out of a guilty conscience when he said he wasnt gay..cos rachael and i werent even talking bout him being gay.oh well..
oh and just our luck to haf BOTH photographers as our facilitators.
anyway..we went to the s'pore turf club where we had to memorize a few paragraphs on some person..
then carrying 2 eggs in the middle of a disc supported by 10 strings..
we had toi rmb our paragraphs while ensuring that the eggs dont drop.
sigh..we dropped an egg..i admit..but our memorizing was QUITE flawless..i STILL rmb my paragraph.
"the highlight of his career was in 1989 when he put s'pore on the world map of racing by beating an international field in the Hong Kong Invitation Cup"..HAH!!..havent lost my memory yet!!

3rd pit stop: kranji -> choa chu kang
BIG mix up..
so instead of taking the LRT..
all we had to do was haf a nice lunch and walk next door to the macs for our next task.
ok..so it was a quiz.funny..but tough one.
so..all of us whipped out our phones and started dialling friends, parents and the like..
thanks to ACHU for the ans to deutschland!!!haha..
ok..with the task completed..we had to..
MALUATE OURSELVES BY CHEERING OUR GP CHEER IN FRONT OF A SALE.
how SO VERY nice.
good thing we did it as a gp..

4th pit stop: choa chu kang -> ang mo kio
we were given a VERY ROUGH map to our next pit stop.
so...
we had to walk in like a thousand and one circles b4 we realized we were looking at the WRONG side of the station.
sigh..but in the end..we found our pit stop..aaand..
COMPLETED THE FREAKING TREASURE HUNT IN THE FASTEST TIME!!
..of 7mins plus..when our time limit was 20mins.HAH!!group four SO rawks.
ok..so we HAPPILY made our way back to the station..only to find when we were entering the station..that cheryl had lost her ez link crad..so she and guo liang(facilitator) back-trekked, found the card..
and IN TIME for our train ride.
we were so LUCKY man..cos our trains and everything came in like 2 mins and stuff..VERY lucky.

5th pit stop: ang mo kio -> yishun
ok..that was not bad..all we had to do was to find some tom and stephanie shop in northpint..
get a really FUNNY ice baby blue cap and we were done!!!
haha..GROUP FOUR RAWKS MAN!!!!!!!!
haha..the train ride was so gay.
we ended up talking bout the 9 o'clock show on channel 8..the "champion"..
then jeremy..oh gay one..did an UNCANNY yilin impersonation.
if that was not enough..
he put his face through some bar thingys and was only inches away from guo nian's face.."threatening" to kiss the dude.
gross and SO VERY gay.
darren was just laughing.along with ryan.

ok..so that was the amazing race!!!and guess wad?we came in FIRST AGAIN!!!!!!!!!
haha..so we had like 2hrs to bathe..and there was ABSOLUTELY no queue for the toilets!!
SO SHUANG!!!!
haha..then we went back to our dorms to play a few rounds of daidi b4 dinner
dinner was again..VERY NICE.
but i STILL couldnt understand y everyone else didnt like celery!!
so in the end i finished mine and rachael's celery..nice.
darren's excuse for not eating?
too tired.siiigh..
worship was ok lah..just that mos of us were SO SLEEPY!!
and the lighting was dimm..the music was slow..
it was SHIT HARD not to fall asleep.
pastor joel came to tell us bout how outer appearances didnt matter and how the inside was more important..true.
so after all that..we did QT again..and dis time..
fell right asleep..
onli to wake up 1/2 later to screaming.sigh..
guys and the ppl who ARE easily scared are an AWESOME combi.
any how..rachael and i fell asleep again..not as easily as the previous time.

Day 3
woke up at 630.
assembled in the bball court for morning PT..
inclusive of stretching, 50 jumping jacks, 15 push ups..aand.
a run.
so were went for breakfast sweaty and stinky.for the 2nd time in a row.
breakfast was again..sweet.
then we had worship and another msg from pastor joel showing how God had a purpose for each and everyone of our lives.again..inspiring.
we watch dis video clip of the show "simon birch" and how his small size managed to save another boy.touching..cos he died in the end.
anyway..we had group/playing bridge time after dat..then LUNCH!!
it was almost the same as dinner and i STILL cant understand y all the veggie was left ):
anyway..we had some personal admin time where most of us used to pack up and play MORE daidi..befor going down for..
THE GAMES.
the games were HORRIBLE, but FUN.
blow by blow run down:

1st station:
we had to compete against gp 3..and lost miserably..but NEVERMIND.
ok..we had to hold hands while walking across to separate benches approximately 1m apart.the VERY NICE camp com splashed water on us and the benches..how NICE.
then..using only our mouths..pick up pieces of fruit FLOATING in a tray of water.ok..with that done..
we had to use only our faces to find SWEETS stuck in a tray full of FLOUR.
ok..a little maths. flour + water = starch.
wont u agree the camp com's nice?

2nd station:
we competed against group 6..i tink..
1st task: using only our mouths..we were supposed to pass a banana from one end of our line to the other.
just my luck i was at the end of the row with jeremy next to me.go figure.
anyway..we finished that first..with the bigger piece of banana i tink.ha..we rawk..anyway u put it..(:
then since jeremy and i volunteered..we had to kneel on a mat..were corinne(camp com) lowered a piece of carrot for the 2 of us to finish.
felt like a dog man..ok..so since jeremy got the carrot first..he bit off dis lonf and thing piece..leaving me TUGGING on the remaining piece of carrot..like a dog..before biting off a short and fat chunk.
ok..we finished that first..again..
3rd task: using our hands and mouths we were supposed to finish half a watermelon.wonderful..goodness knows how dirty our hands were.anyway..we just kept stuffing chunks of watermelon in2 our mouths and we WON..again!!haha..

3rd station:
ohh goodness.this was so gross.
we were supposed to label ourselves do,re,mi,fa,so,la,ti,do
and memorize the order in which the notes appeared.
and our gp sucked at this station cos we couldnt coordinate and i coulnt rmb my la note and where it was supposed to be.
so..we had to eat gross stuff as punishment.
1st gross thing: lady's finger, with lemon juice, pepper, food colouring and a whole lot of shit.
2nd gross thing: jam with pepper, vinegar and some other shit.
3rd gross thing: ok..this is the GROSSEST of the lot. raw egg with food colouring and chinchalak.gross.alot of us nearly vomitted.

4th station:
we were supposed to be immates in a jail with the wardens helping us to break free..which meant.obstacle course.
we had to like crawk under benches comando style..slide across tables..pull ourselves across benches..and AGAIN..dig our faces in flour to eat sweets.sigh..
if that was not enough..they had banana skins strewn across the florr..hoses to blast u with and colgate and flour all over the place.
the colgate was the WORST cos it made ur skin burn after that..any how..
we couldnt complete that station..cos the 2nd part was so hard!!it was like a mine field..where u were supposed to find a path to walk on without being spashed with STARCHY water by jasmine or raj(camp commandant)..
sigh..took so shiity long that we lost.sigh.

5th station:
competition with gp2 i tink..
we were supposed to use..only our knees..to transfer blobs of colgate from one knee to another..with the gp with the most amt of colgate collected winning.
the twist was that everyone was arranged in guy-girl-guy-girl sequence.
okaay.
i was standing in between jeremy and darren.
ok..so..we were sliding our already wet legs across each other's ones to the the most amt of toothpaste across.
good thing jeremy caught me in time..or i WOULD haf fallen off the stupid bench.
was tinking how horny it would be if this wasnt a game..haha.
anyway.we won..WHOHOO!!..again..(:

okaay..so we had a flour fight after the 5th station cos there was so much time left.jeremy attcked me with the stupid blasted flour first..then i retaliated with a fistful of flour in his face.and this went on for the both of us..in the end..
he had one thumb left of starch..and me one arm left..
when i told him that..leon came over..and i started laughing..cos true towad he said..he had one face left..so super funny. SUPER funny.only..i didnt realize how funny it was until i saw his face again.hahahahahaha..

okay..so 2nd part of the day.we went so sembawang park..with the water bombs we managed to fill in 10 MISERABLE mins..and were told of our next "task".we were supposed to grab a rugby ball from the camp com..and the team which catches it wins 100pts.our gp was pretty desperate for it..since we THOUGHT we were SERIOUSLY lagging bhind.BUT..we never got it cos of ppl like han wei, jansen and lionel.haha..the last ball was so funny..han wei charged at samuel cheam(camp com) saying that he was..his..brought the dude down and the ball rolled in front of yvette..letting her grab the ball and win the 100pts.AWESOME.sigh..that was..SUPER lame.
AHA!2nd part.the team which collects the MOST rubbish wins 50pts.okaay..so our team STILL had a fighting chance at this, esp since roy surrendered his rubbish to us.but AGAIN..we lost.cos RUBEN had GREAT foresight and started picking up rubbish SUPER early.oh well..

and so..we made our way back to camp..for BATH TIME!!..whoa.did we ALL need a bloody bath.good thing i was 1st one in..felt so shit gunky.
dineer!!all i can rmb was that it rawked and that the veg was SUPER nice.funniest part of dinner was when darren said he was "too tired" to eat.haha..dunno y i found that funny..but it was.(:
COP!!..THE SONGS RAWKKED MAN!!!..all the songs.and now i've got all of then stuck in my head.the drums rawkked the most..thanks to our gp leader aka deborah.ahh well.
had supper after that.was dreading it cos..we had to reveal our FREAKING secret pals.
am not gonna describe the terribly MALUATING and STUPID thing that happened when jansen went up..but all i could say was that lionel was DEFINTELY sweeter than jansen.ugh.
ANYWAY.rach and i pretty much stayed up the whole night..either playing daidi or bridge or sthg.were SUPER bored.nothing to do!!..plus zarra and jia wen slept veri early so NO company.sighhh.in the end, we had to stone in our dorms or walked ard AIMLESSLY.
as our LAST resort, we went up to the 4th storey to listen to ghost stories.didnt really get spooked..esp since dahling rachael ALREADY watched ouija board.ahh well..another way to kill time.
the most ke xio thing tho..was that we fell asleep at 6.45, after watching HALF a sunrise.we woke up at 7.45 and BARELY managed to rushed for breakfast the next day.

Day 4
had the same SWEET breakfast.
just that dis time..we were all super sleepy or reluctant to go.
BIG CLEAN UP afterwards.our group..the GREAT group 4..haha..had to go and clean up the guys dorms.
a tad disgusting..what with socks and umm..THINGS..everywhere.
but we still had fun..esp when grace found the ice blue baby cap and ryan wore it..super super funny.
folded so many STINKY bedsheets and pillow cases.eeck.but we still enjoyed that.
so saad..after that was the debrief with the prize giving ceremony thingy.
best camper was..[drumroll]
jonathan pang.
best camp-ress was..[LOUDER drumroll]
ZARRA!!!!!!!YAY!!!!!!!
best group was..[LOUDEST drumroll]
GROUP FOUR!!!!!!!!!
man..we were SO shocked.we just stared for a few moments b4 we started cheering and stuff..GROUP FOUR RAWKKKKKSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love gp 4~!!!!!!!!!!
haha..anyway..we had photo taking after that..and before we knew it..we were going back to church.
so saad..gonna miss camo and group 4.already am..):

ahh..even though i wasnt looking forward to the camp at first..the camp rawkked BIG time overall..not only just the fun..but the spiritual highs too.hope it all lasts.never gonna forget this camp!!..afterall..it IS our last yr in jyc.sighhh..missing camp already...

i'm so happy.
THANK GOD FOR ALL HIS MIRACLES.
i got trip science..
and i'm on top of the WHOLE bloody world.
congrats to everyone who got their choices!!
..i'm sure most of you did..(:

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because as others may come
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most likely enjoy things most
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Element: Earth, Light
Animal: Cat
Color: Pinks, Blues, Browns
Song: Girl Next Door by Pilot
Expression: Simple Smile
Gemstone: Alexandrite
Mythological Creature: Fox, Hobbit
Sign: Tauros
Planet: Jupiter
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Eye Color: Brown
Quote: "To the world you may be one person, but to
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i just read jazzy's blog.her msgs were SO super sweet.felt really inspired to do the same.so here goes nothing...

Jazzy:
heya..thot it was SUPER sweet what u did for all of us.
will never forget those eyes.
will never forget ur china accent thingy.
will never forget the sarcasm.
will never forget the times when u were there for me.
will never the times when we went to each other's house.
will never forget the snake fight u had with my sis.
will never forget u..love ya LOADS and miss u to bits!!
we WILL stay as close next yr.never doubt it.

Zi:
hey darling step mummy!!!!ok let's c...
will never forget that smile, and how it just seems to make u wanna smile too.
will never forget how u took control of the survey section of our IPW and how u RAWKED that section.
will never forget the studying for chinese we always seemed to be doing..but look zi!!it paid off!!(:
will never forget ur positive attitude towards everything, even when things seemed hopeless.
will never forget the valuable advice u gave regarding some issues that i couldnt seem to solve myself.
will never forget the times when we bitched together and how u would just listen to my crap bout some ppl.
thank you for EVERYTHING dearie, will NEVER forget you!!(:

Aud:
haha..will never forget the DOGGIE!!!!!
the spasticness,
the pervertedness,
the cute air bout u,
ur drawings and how u SINGLE HANDEDLY saved our art sale,
ur design for our IPW logo(: ,
everything about u!!i dont wanna c you go..it's just sad man..just so sad.

Grace:
HEyyy daddy!!i will never forget..
the time when u stayed up till 4 to accompany me studying my science,
the times when u said it was possible for me to get some studying done, when i thot i couldnt,
for discussing liu xin hua yuan and the like,
for the times when we used to sompare what we got done in the category of revision, etc..
ur retardedness and how funny ur laughter is.
how SERIOUS u can become when u mean business..ie the enterprise challenge.great job by the way...
how horrible u are to mummy!!!haha..just kidding..but i WILL neevr forget how u and mummy ALWAYS seem to be "fighting"
i DUH..definitely wont forget u.and i haf a feeling u made it..i tink u made it to trip sci.it all paid off rite?haha..will miss ya LOADS.

sarah:
hey mummy!!ok..mummy is..
super crappy.
super loud.
loVES hugs and sign of umm..affection.
super crazy.
super funny when she quarrels with daddy.
very encouraging..esp during the getting back papers part ;) thanks.
very..different.
can never forget you.WILL never forget you and WILL miss u always.muacks!!<- sign of affection.

Vivian:
hey vi.i know u're probably never gonna read this BUT..i haf ALOT of things to thank u for.
1.for always reminding me what a child of God REALLY is.
2.how u could ALWAYS be counted on for an encouraging word or a prayer.
3.how u always seemt o be on tops of things even when the world seemed to be crashing down on the rest of us.
4.how u managed to calm me down. despite all the anger and vulgarities i had.
5.for always understanding even though i didnt haf to the words to convey how i felt.
6.for always being vi.the avid turtle lurrver and the serious, but SOMETIMES crappy person u are.
i WILL never forget you.hope we always remain good friends and no matter what probelms you haf, ALWAY, always remember that God is guiding you where ever u go..and hey.if everything DOES crash down on u..i'm onli a sms away...

Dolly:
hello step aunty!!i never did get to know u well enough, did i?
but..thank you..
for eing crappy.
for being dolly.
for being encouraging when i hit a pitfall in my academic life.
for being dolly aka the maid in denial and aka the cloned sheep.
for being a reliable tresurer.
for making my life easier whn it came to money.
for making those 3 AWESOME cheesecakes for the chalet!!!goodness.thay rawked man.haha..thank you dolly for being YOU.i will never forget the crappy one, cos u only add on to the list of crappt ppl in my life (: thanks.

Evelyn:
regardless of whether u read this or not..this is what i'm gonna remember you for:
1.ur smatrty pants-ness.
2.ur astounding intelligence
3.ur calm nature despite all stuations.
4.ur creativity.
5.ur take charge attitude when it came to handling things.
6.the MANY sacrfices u had to make for our class.
7.the way u study.OH MY GOODNESS.it's amazing.mind-blowing..whatever good adjectives come into mind.
8.the way u handle the hawk dance.man, u didnt know how many bloody times i gave up on the bloody dance.but hey..look at it now ;) we'll do great tomorrow..(:

Ash:
HEy sista!!haha..ash is one hardworking asss.i will never forget..
1.how much u mugged.
2.how many assessment bks u had.
3.how much u pushed urself for the exams.
4.ur crappiness.
5.the way u ticked rachel off and how she ticked u off in return.
6.how funny u 2 are.
7.how we used to go home last time, and how we crapped all the way.
wont forget ya ash..lova ya always!!(:

Rachel:
heyy..i haf so many thins to say.umm..i love ya because:
1.rachel rawks. <- ring any bells
2.ure always so sure of what u were going to do.
3.ure always to freaking confident. esp when talking to saphire or jia ying etc.
4.u were and still are..my CCA BUDDY!!!haha..i rmbed last yr when i wanted to change cca and gym closed doen..and how we made a deal to join the same cca as the other.(: or sthg like that.
5.how comforting u were during the checking of papers.i will NEVER forget how u told me everything was in God's hands and how everything was going to be alright.i could NEVER forget how i felt that time.no words to describe it.
6.u ALWAYS checked my papers first and were encouraging no matter what.you know what?ure my LUCKY charm..cos all..or almost all..of the papers u checked..were..umm..good!!(: thanks darling for always checking those papers for me and thank you for always being there for me.
7.ure so CRAPPY.
8.ure so funny!!!!!!!!!!goodness.dunno how many times i've collapsed into fits of laughter on the way home.
9.for being to sarcastic.it's funny.it really is.
10.for being my going home buddy!!!(:
even though we probably arent gonna be in the same class next yr..i will ALWAYS remember the times we had and the times we sent homw together.i will NEVER EVER forget you..rachel judiTH emiechel.will never forget you..

Achu:
it's funny how u can say so many things, but u never know what to write when ure thanking some one for the things they do/did.
u know, i really dont need to write this thank you/goodbye note.co u ALREADY know what i'm gonna write.cos i'm NEVER gonna forget all our conversations..R-rated or not.hahaha.i will never forget AHEM too..and move on achu.there's no future in the past..well.that's all i haf to say.and oh..do treasure the cranes..there're only 50 there.use them wisely ;)

Zhen Luan:
Goodness.another one i dont know what to say for.
i really wont be able to forget you.
haha.i rmb during the bloody exam period when i aske du to buy all those sci assessments..and they DID pay off, no?haha.
i will ALWAYS rmb the times we studied together..be it in sch till the bell SANG..or in orchard library where u couldnt read the "tower b" sign.i will always rmb those times.
i will always rmb the late nights u spent up, either studying or talking to AHEM.and of COURSE, u dont expect me to forget AHEM, do u?
i will always rmb the time when we went bowling and swimming in the sea together.we had fun.u ALWAYS will haf.
i will never forget ur family.dunno y..but i will ALWAYS be praying for ya no matter what.
i will never forget how u freaking slept like a vampire and how funny u looked.the look was PRICELESS.
i will also never forget how u told on me regarding AHEMMMM and how mr toh got to know of it too.well done darling.i will punish u some other time.
i will also never forget how stressed u could and can get.and how i would and will get freaked out by how stressed u were/are.let go when u need to..there's no point holding everything inside.i dont know how u've did it for so long.
i know this will NEVER be our goodbye.i wont let it be.and after all..i will always be seeing u in the board where u will "lose all ur freedom", wont i?haha..chill..and we BOTH will lose our freedom and look BLOODY wierd..TOGETHER.haha..

that's all i haf to say.i'm gonna remember =2/m '04 forever..i'm gonna remember the HOTfamily forever.i'm gonna miss you all forever..

okok!!see achu???i'm POSTING.being a good cousin..or wadever.
um..ok.
I MISS THE HOTFAMILY SO DESPERATELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MISS OUR CLASS!!!!!!!

My LTC campfire dance thing's kinda screwed.
HALF the gp didnt turn up for the practise.
the steps arent eevn finalized yet.
have less than 2 days to settle everyhting.
so, SO screwed.
getting fed up.
VERY fed up..
..cos *I* cant even rmb the freaking dance steps!!!!
and the world should come crashing down on me..right about..
..NOW.

i'm gonna miss 2m '04.
gonna miss the people.
gonna miss the times we had as a class;
pissing teachers off,
complaining about hw,
complaining bout almost everything.
gonna miss the things we did together;
like jogging,
the C&T enterprise challenge (superb job done by daddy aka grace),
the INSANE EXAM MUGGING,
the chalet,
the stuff that we werent supposed to be doing.
i'm gonna miss you guys.

To my HOTfamily.
I'm gonna miss y'all more than any other clique in the class (duh)
i remember we were formed in seoul garden after the x-country '04
had a blast during all the times we spent together.
had so much fun, so much laughter.
it's hard for me to forget.
so much enouragement during the exma period,
felt so touched.
dun wanna leave u guys.
we're all going separate ways next yr..
and i REALLY dun wanna part.
it's a pity we got close too late,
or we might have been even tighter, closer.

To aud, aka sashimi the HOTfamily doggie.
i'm gonna miss you, girl.
all your dirrty-mindedness,
that cuuuuuuuuuute laughter,
your amusement over such trivial issues,
your arty-fartiness,
your musical talent,
your bubbly nature.
i'm gonna miss audrie tan ying yan(G; haha)
aud, dont forget us.
we'll never forget you.
keep us updated on your SURELY long string of guys there in the international sch.
hope we'll remain friends forever. (:
(sorry for being VERY cliche)

missing you guys already...
):

i've had enough.
enough of disappointment and self pity.
enough of waiting hopelessly.
enough of hope.

thank you stress ball...

Layla Kaylif. Shakespeare in Love.
He's fought and he's fallen
He's on his knees before he's on his feet
A sinister romantic
Oh, he's about to be and she's about to see

Teachin' torches to burn bright
She's hanging on the cheek of night
A snowy dove trooping with crows
He never saw true beauty till tonight

CHORUS:
She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love

He's fought and he's fallen
He's on his knees before he's on his feet
A glittery romantic
Oh, he's about to be and she's about to see

His bounty's boundless like the sea
His love is endless, just as deep
The more he gives the more he has
`Cause both of them are truly infinite

CHORUS:
She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love

That's Shakespeare in love

A sinister romantic
He's on his knees before he's on his feet

CHORUS:
She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love

That's Shakespeare in love

just read another fanfic..
the first one in a VERY long time of almost a year...
and you know what's the best part?
it rawked.
it wasn't too unlikely;
it was sweet;
it was romantic;
and the best part of it all?
the hero and heroine get together..
...after vanguishing evil that is.

don't we all wish for that kind of ending?
too bad it rarely happens to untalented commoners or dreamers.

check it out.
The Cabin
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1261300/1/

PS.if you're not into langthy fanfics..then dont read.this is 427pgs long in microsoft word..

Life sucks without my handphone...
and to all those who dont't know and think i'm ignoring you...
i'm sorry...
but my handphone's REALLY taking a nice holiday in achu's bag...

LIBERATED.
and it feels so good...

but it's only freedom till monday...

Exams are ending.
Freedom is near.

i hope i can make it.
i hate myself.
pressure's building.
can i make it?
should i make it?

i dont know.

i'm scared.
i'm angry.
i'm not stressed enough.

the air smells...funny.and i dont like it.
it smells so familiar..smells like fear..anxiety..
i remembers this smell from a few years back.
i was terrified then, cant remember of what.
i was so scared, so alone, so helples...
and all i could do was breathe in the fresh air,
of how it smelled after it rained..
and wish that everything would just go away..
that everything would just fade into oblivion..
that i would be saved.

though years have passed,
though i'm different...
the air still smells the same.
and now, more than ever, i wish for the same thing...

Alanis morisette.hands clean~
If it weren't for your maturity none of this would have happened
If you weren't so wise beyond your years i would've been able to control myself
If it weren't for my attention you wouldn't have been successful and
If it weren't for me you would never have amounted to very much

Ooh this could be messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
And i have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this

You're essentially an employee and i like you having to depend on me
You're kind of my protégand one day you'll say you learned all you know from me
I know you depend on me like a young thing would to a guardian
I know you sexualize me like a young thing would and i think i like it

Ooh this could get messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
And i have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this

What part of our history's reinvented and under rug swept?
What part of your memory is selective and tends to forget?
What with this distance it seems so obvious?

Just make sure you don't tell on me especially to members of your family
We best keep this to ourselves and not tell any members of our inner posse
I wish i could tell the world cuz you're such a pretty thing when you're done
Up properly
I might want to marry you one day if you watch that weight and keep your firm
Body

Ooh this could be messy and
Ooh i don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

i hate maths.and because of maths, i'm saying goodbye to triple science.
dont do anything stupid?..easier said than done, dear.

i should be studying.
i haven't been able to do much of that lately.
sigh.
i should plan my study timetable.
for next week at least.
so pressurized by rani.
i must be disciplined.
i must keep to the schedule.
i cannot slack.
i hope it's enough.
i hope i'm not too late.

...i hope i can get in.

i can.
i must.
i will.

9 days to english EYE.
20 days to MT EYE.
24 days to science and history.
27 days to geog.
28 days to MATHS.
29 days to lit.

29 days to freedom...

jaz: hu in the world will blog bout this type of stuff? *shocks*

let me complete my revision
PLEASE
let me get good grades
PLEASE
let me go into triple science
PLEASE
let me be happy...

Please...

ahh.the last post was rubbish..just needed to let off some steam..betrayal doesnt feel good..sorri if i offended anyone!!

going back to studying.let's see..the past few days have been stupidly slack.and i'm WAY behind schedule now..gotta catch up real quick.dun wanna fail again.just too terrible a feeling.hope i can finish my study timetable..or am i being too amibitious?stupid, maybe?or...

know what?i'm already thinking bout what to do after the exam when they havent even began yet..i suck man.need to find more motivition..a ALOT more discipline and a heck of a lot more pressure..i wondering why i'm not dead yet?..my life and academic lives are SO screwed.what have i gotten myself into??

hiya people..miss you guys!!!!!!3days to sch opening..to seeing you guys and to EARING MY NOODLES SWIMMING IN CHILLI!!!..haha.c y'all.(:

Why.
Just tell me why.
I feel betrayed.
Offended.
I thought you were "nice"
a "friend"...
or was it all a farce?
Screw you.
Go bitch all you want.
See if i care.

Can somebody take the knife out of my back?

I got a second wake up call today.
indirectly concerning my studies.
I need to revive my faith.
I need to study for God.

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. --Philippians 4:13


Revival.

Everyone's telling me not to get stressed.
The cold truth is..i'm not.and that's where i have my problem.
how can i get stressed?
i don't know anymore, i just don't know.

You know, sometimes, alot of times,i plan useless timetables for myslef, hoping it'll help me break my descipline drought.
But you know what?
They're USELESS.
Like me.
Know why?
'cause i let myself get carried away while taking my breaks.
But i cant seem to stop that tendancy.
I know my problem, yet why cant i remedy it?
'cause i lack the descipline.
i lack the perseverance.
i lack the determination.

I hate myself.

i hate stress.
i hate studies.
i hate myself.



when is this going to end?

thanks guys.
hi dolly, but you know what?
i've failed.
in each and every one of my aspirations,
i've failed.
no longer the old me.
just the plain useless new me.
and you know what?
I HATE IT.


It should just end now.
cutting...

i hate life so bad.wanna just end it..now.acid, or jump??..still weighing which one's more painful.

my gardes are all f*cking falling.ALL my subjects.my bloody chinese, MATHS, science, geog, EVEN BLOODY ENGLISH.what am i to f*cking do?!!!so shit.if this keeps up, i can say bye to triple science FOREVER.maybe even cedar.HOW?!!!death?pain?..sounds good.life so f*cking sucks..i hate every bit of it.every bit.

where's siew hwee?? we need to get that talking done.and FAST.

so screwed..

The HSL dinner RAWKED!!!!!!!!u hear????RAWKED!!!!!!!it was so super fun..it would be one of the few days i wont forget..I MISS THE DINNER!!!!!!haha..

First, my family and i reached late.we're always late.oh well..haha..then we saw zi, aud, vi and zi yan.then we went to meet ain, achu, rachel and jazzy at the foyer..then we went up to the hall.haha..so fun!!!!!!!!!!!the activities and food all..really.then got this song thing..pai sei..went up so many times.oh well..haha.then my mummy won he best catwalk, then got more interactive games where we all stood up and cheered REALLY loudly.so FUN!!!!!(:

ya lah..sad dat we had to go home.sigh..mayb i'll come back for next yr!!(:

AAAAAAAAAAH.how to study?i wan my discipline back.DISCIPLINE..oh DISCIPLINE!!!!!COME BACK!!!!!

Michelle Branch::All you wanted
I wanted to be like you
I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away

I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone to show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the tide comes I'd take you away

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares

I'm sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares

All you wanted was somebody who cares
If you need me you know I'll be there
Oh, yeah

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares

Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone.

i'm gonna fail.i hate maths.

Finally updating..after a LONG time.guess that was kinda obvious..haha.

Let's see what's goin on in my life:
1.exams + tests + not enough hard work = i'm dead.
perfect equation don't ya think?
2.i'm slacking too much.
3.my results are not good enough.
4.i'm not gonna get into triple science.DIE.
5.had a great national day..with jasmine, rach, tiffany and zarra..no thanks to a certain idiot.hah..nice jokes, cow.."wanna take you to a gay bar.."
6.stress is building up and i'm not freaking studying.i'm SO dead..sigh.

And that's what been happening in about half a month.oh yea..plus we've switched trs back again..kinda hard to adjust..hmmm.i just hope, wish and pray i can buck up before all the tests and exams.must persevere!!..

..i pray i can.

why is rachel the best?!!<- question.
oh..umm..cos she rawks!!!and she saved my knee from getting more damaged!!:)<-answer.yay!!:)

haven't blogged in wad..2wks?yes yes yes..so sad.sigh.ok..brief update on wad's been happening:
1.I GET MATHS!!!!!!!not blur anymore!!!!whooopppeee!!!!!!!
2.umm..maths lessons rawk?
3.school's ok.
4.jogging sucks..COS i fell down during yesterday's one, fell down, didn't know my leg was bleeding AND continued jogging.i should receive the nobel prize for blurness.
5.knee pain and bloody.woundds are raw and aud can't bear to see them.
6.graces's bdae on monday (12/7).
7.xueying's bdae on the 4th.so screwed cos i didn't send her no e-mail.
8.rachel's bdae NEXT monday.
9.AND rachel ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!<- rachel
10.sapphire's nice cos she's not making us do anything...but... sher being the dumbass that she is.... SHE'S GONNA DO IT ANYWAY!!!
<- rachel.
11.haf to do qns now.sigh.
12.ohh!!!!!my life is sCrEwEd!!!!!:)

schoooooooooool sucks/rawks.depends.
"on whether rachel's around... if she is... IT RAWKS!!!!"<-rachel.
tuition sucks.cos it juz does.ditto for church and every other thing in my life.ooommmm.i'm at peace with myself now..ooommmm..

accidentally in love...
I surrender to the strawberry ice-cream,
never ever end of this love...
accidentally in love...

And so i'm BACK from outer space...
heheh..not really.my father's com crashed..so i haf ta blog in sch.going fro CMC soon.heh.sch's been ok so far..changed a whole BUNCH of teachers..some for the better, and some for the worse..in my opinion.boring trs stayed, and the interesting, good teachers changed class/left.pleasant.but there're some that are ok la..so sch's ok so far..aahh,wad do i know..it's been only..3 days?we'll c how this semester goes, soon enough.streaming option form has come!!!!which equals a whole amt of stress from parents to choose the RIGHT stream.wad IS the right stream anyway????!!!sigh.this is gonna be a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG semester.

other than that, i have no social life what so ever.nothing.no activities outside of sch or anything.ok mayb eating is counted..but that's outta the pt..i need to get a life.or mayb i haf one juz dat i didn't noe.hmm..i'm SLOW!!!hahahah..yay!!

hev really fallen in love with "accidentally in love"..can't do without my daily dosage..once a day.minimum.or else i'll turn REALLY cranky.haha.love the song.love ocean avenue,summer sunshine and teenage superstar too.hmm..my new hobby.listening out for my daily dosage of songs.not much..but i have no life..or do i?

confused...

Say goodbye
To your boyfriend
She's in town
For the weekend
She's so hot
And your not
Girl she sing for it all

And take a stand
Number up now
She's second-hand
You better kick her ass now
She's black light
A daylight
And now she's waken around...

There's a place off Ocean Avenue
Where I used to sit and talk with you
We were both 16 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night

There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet
We were both 18 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

There's a piece of you that's here with me
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that you're here tonight
That you're here tonight

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

I remember the look in your eyes
When I told you that this was goodbye
You were begging me not tonight
Not here, not now
We're looking up at the same night sky
And keep pretending the sun will not rise
Be together for one more night
Somewhere, somehow

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away...

>>Yellowcard.Ocean Avenue.

thought this song was rather sad..esp the middle part..bout leaving.but we'll all have to one day..things don't last forever..

FINISHED!!!i'm done with holiady homework.FINALLY.wad good does that do anyway?everything sucks anyway.

aah.inching closer to the day of doom, ie. sch reopening day.aai..sucks man.everything sucks.

UGH.dreading it..

Imagine.A life without fun.A life without anything to look forward to.Well, imagination is becoming reality.

Imagine.A life that is based solely on a fixed time table.A life that has no time for anything except schhol.Well, imagination is becoming reality.

Imagine.A life without colour;a life so dull that it moves, only making you die a little more each day.Well, imagination is becoming reality.

Think about it.

So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love [x7]

Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally [x2]

Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her

Love ...I'm in love

>>Counting Crows.Accidentally in Love.

MY "DREAM GUY"
1. hair color?don't really care
2. eye color?ditto.
3. height?preferably as tall, or taller than me?shoter's ok too..heh.
4. handsome?don't really care..
5. long/short hair?ditto.
6. glasses?ditto.
7. piercings?ditto.
8. chest hair?err..
9. buff or skinny?in the middle?
10.straight teeth, gap,or braces?don't really care..
11. punk/jock/emo/sXe/goth?ditto.
12. funny or serious?funny most of the time.DUH.can laugh till i dop..heh.but serious if he has to..
13. party or stay at home?BOTH..
14. should he cook or bake?cook..?
15. should he have a best friend?doesn't really matter..
16. should he have a lot of girl friends?ditto.just as they don't steal him!!haha..
17. outgoing or shy?doesn't really matter..
18. sarcastic or sincere?..sarcastic?LOVE that.haha..
19. would he watch chick flicks?don't really care..
20. would he be a smoker?NO!!!doesn't he know that it contains over 4000 POISONS???*starts ranting on the harmful effects of smoking*
21. would he drink?NO!!!!doesn't he know..*stuff toys roll their eyes*..stuff toys:you haf to excuse her..she's umm..crazy.
22. would he swear?umm..occasionally?
23. would he pay for dates?most of them?heh..i'm eviiiil!!!!
25. where would you go to dinner? -anywhere?
26. would he bring you flowers?no need for that, now..
27. would he lay under the stars with you?YEAH!!
28. would he write poetry about you?umm...no?too cheesy if you ask me..but if it's sincere..
29. would he call you hunny, sweetie, dear or
baby?..baby?kinda sweet..heh.the rest sound so MATURE..haha.
30. would he hang out with you and YOUR friends?don't mind..
31. would you hang out with him and HIS friends?why not?
32. would he play sports?doesn't really matter..
33. would he skateboard?ditto.
34. would he snowboard?mayb..
35. guitar?DEFINITELY!!
36. play piano?cool..
37. play drums?sure!!
38. would he clean his room?uh-huh..
39. would he paint, draw, sculpt?err..
41. would he sing for you?yea..doesn't even matter if his voice sux..it's juz super sweet.heheh..
42. use the word dude?yea..
43. use the word tight?ditto.
44. what kind of car would he drive?doesn't really matter..if he doesn't haf a car, that's cool too..
45. would he put his arm around you or hold your hands?..both?
46. would he dance?doesn't really matter..cos i don't.heh.. :)
47. how often would you see him?every minute of the day..
48. would you want him to get you jewelry?no..?
49. stay up and talk all night long?DU-UH!!
50. say I love you?not unless he means it?..love's a big thing..haha.

>>heheh.aud, zi..you can like do this instead of ur LONG lists!!haha..yay!!heh.took this of shin wei's blog..hope you don't mind!!!heh.sum of the stuff here are umm..kinda (no offence to anyone) stupid/insignificant..i mean cos, just as long you like him for who he is..nothing else in the world matters..does it?haha.

AHHHHHHH!I'M NOT BLOODY GETTING ANY WORK DONE!MY CHINESE ISN'T EVEN DONE!I'VE ALREADY BLOODY EXCEEDED MY TAGET!HOW???!!!AT THIS RATE..I'M NEVER GONNA PASS MY STREAMING!!!!NEVER GONNA PASS MY 'O' LEVELS AND NEVER GONNA HAVE A REASONABLE CAREER!F**K!

I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!

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What kind of writer are you?
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..true.that's why i like sadisticaly sad stories and romances that have sad endings.if only...

read a book recently."shape of my heart by tiffanie debartolo.it's about this girl, beatrice jordan.an outcast, a loner.life wasn't right for her.she answers and ad.."if your intentions are pure, i'm seeking a friend for the end of the world".she meets a guy, jacob grace.things used to suck for her..but during that one year..she feel, truly, nadly and deeply in love with this guy.and..finally, she's happy.really happy..for the first time in her life.but life isn't fair.it tears them apart and he drowns.all her dreams lost..all happiness gone..her only comfort was to know that he died happy; knowing that he loved someone and she loved him back.some may call it mushy and lovey-dovey and everything..but i call it perfect.heart wrenching towards the end, yes, but perfect.

that made me start to wonder.is it worth it to have a long, unsatisfactory love life, or one short, romantic and happy one?

think about it.

Cause now I have to let you know
I don't wanna lose your love
It's to live and to die for
I don't have a doubt I'm sure
I've never felt this way before
I could live and die for your love...

hahaha!!!yesterday was fun.went to the beach with emily,rachael,zarra,phoebe,germaine,janice,janice and beverly.super fun.i thot dat there was gonna be a shortage in food supply, but it turned out that there was too much FOOD!!!!even i couln't eat that much..sigh.on top of that, those oreos and chips made my sore throat and flu even worse.haha..muz haf caught the virus from zi or aud..heheh.actually..i tinki the whole island's getting sick..hmmm..haha.all we did was walk along tha edge of the beach telling lame, but funny jokes..couldn't stop laughing..surpirse surprise!!haha..sorri zi..i dun tink i saw and kiddie that resemvled benjamin..but some of the kids there were KIND of cute..heh.after the walking along the beach, the madd ppl decided to bury my legs in the sand.haha!! my toes refused to be buried!!good toes!!in the end it looked like some overgrown sand mound..kinda nice tho..haha.

After the beach, we wne to watch shrek 2.took a taxi to TM..and the taxi driver was all about LUUUUURRVE.was veru nice tho..wasn't like the normal taxi ride.haha.when we got there, we were feeling veri sandy/filthy..so we decided to change back into the jeans we used to come to church in.there was a mix up in communication and we all went up to worship for like 5 mins, carrying all our barang barang and making a big entrance, then going back down again.pai sei man..haha.ooooh!!!i juz remembered.i met ACHU at the cinema.she was watching shrek 2 with her family..i saih HI!!!she was wearing this SHORt skirt and black tee..plus huge earings..whoa(achu, if u read this..was just tinking that you were dressed to KILL!!haha..)haha.ummhaha..shrek 2 was SUPER funny..couldn't stop laughing at the stuff i was not supposed to be laughing at..i tink phoebe got scared off..haha.and now..i'm officially labelled the hyena of our group.how pleasent.MWAHAHAHA!!

that concluded the end to my day..how very nice.oh yea..watched my sis play that stupid game again..pretty cool..she's level 42 now..so fast.haha..not that anyone knows what i'm taking about..but nvm.haha..argh!!must start working my ass off!!!ok!!will start my bloody revision after lunch..too sick to do anything now.*sniff*.haha.oh btw..ojnathan and tongli, linked you guys!!haha.. :)

UGH.hols have started and i have YET to finish my holiday homework.*groans*..it's gonna be a LONG holiday.no play..or excessive play.i'm all about work.i'm all about mugging.i'm gonna pull my grades up so high that my lit and chinese wouldn't be getting b4;probabaly aiming for a a2 in maths as well..oh and an a1 in science won't hurt now, would it?hahaha..WORD AND NON-STOP STUDING..HERE I COME!!!

okaayyy..that felt goOoOoOoOdddd!!!haha..other than that..my life pretty boring.watching shrek 2 and going to the beach with the church ppl 2moro..haha.mayb goin kayaking..for REAL.yay!!hahaha.then..mayb going to the LiBrArY..yes the LiBrArY..with rachel to clear my $15 incurred by borrowing ANIMAL FARM BOOKS FOR LIT!!!!!!sigh..no more aniumal farm for me.bye bye napoleon..snowball.i WON'T miss you..haha.feeling lame/bored.watching my sis play this online MUD thingy.so fun.she gets to kill everyone.tok about girl power!! :) haha..i'm dreming bout the beach..i think..heheh.whooppeee!!i'm lame, crazy, mental hospital-ish, mad, insane..u name it and i'm IT!!!MWAHAHAHAHAHA..

pip: mummy's scary..insanity's REALLY getting to her.
pop: yea..wanna run away?
pip: no..we gotta be filial to our parents..*rattles on about moral values*
pop: not again, pip.will you stop it?!
pip: you don't like me??wahhhhh!!!!!!*wails*
pop: how could you think that?!!i feel so..OFFENDED!!!wahhhh!!!*wails*
me: *faints*.
me: okk..i'll be sane..just stop crying and don't run away..ok?
pip and pop: ok!! *smile happily*..then..*start jumping around.AGAIN*

hahaha..was that freaky, rachel?i REALLY do talk to my stuff toys..they're fun..haha.or mayb it's just part of my insanity routine..you think?haha..getting bored.AGAIn.looking forward to 2moro.gonna watch my sis play her game of hers again.so funn!!!haha..

Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on

Stacy, can i come over after school? (after school)
We can hang around by the pool (hang by the pool)
Did your mom get back from her business trip? (business trip)
Is she there, or is she trying to give me the slip? (give me the slip)

You know, I'm not the little boy that I used to be
I'm all grown up now, baby can't you see

Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
She's all I want and I;ve waited for so long
Stacy, can't you see you're just not the girl for me
I know it might be wrong but I'm in love with Stacy's mom

Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on

Stacy, do you remember when I mowed your lawn? (mowed your lawn)
Your mom came out with just a towel on (towel on)
I could tell she liked me from the way she stared
And the way she said, "You missed a spot over there"

And I know that you think it's just a fantasy
But since your dad walked out, your mom could use a guy like me

Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
She's all I want, and I've waited so long
Stacy, can't you see you're just not the girl for me
I know it might be wrong,
but I'm in love with Stacy's mom

--fountains of wayne.stacy's mom.

i know this song is WAY sick.but i like it. :)

haha..we've got HOMEWORK!!maths, science AND chinese.so far.now..i've got ONE more question to finish to finish my maths..doing my science research..and finished my wkst already..haha.gonna reaad "feng shen bang" soon..i hope.and gonna finish my chinese newspaper repot hopefully by tomorrow..then i'll start to read "roll of thunder, hear my cry"..which is really hard to read cos of all the funnt funny short orms..since when did "you" become "yo'"??can hardly understand what they're talking bout..besides.mrs peh already told us we're gonna have to do background info research on the story.how happy..come, let's dance around..yay.i HOPE there's no eng homework..pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls...

haha..nothing much happened today..no activities to talk about..oh well.all i remember..is that i was trying to finish my homework..plus..mr toh was issuing "warnings" to the ppl who got bottom 5 or sthg.sigh..we all must work harder..then NONE of us will need to see him!!hahaha!!yay!!!..that would be very nice..don't worry, aud..k?ur mother can't really do nothing to u "without your consent"..so keep smiling yah?she can't get u down..[nice quotes, zi!! :)]

Gareth Gates rawsks..thanx to aisyah for lendin me his cd!!haha..plus i spread the play-liking thingy..aren't you proud rachel?mow play's got another "follower"..ain't that nice?haha..and now..MORE LYRICS!!oh btw..rosie is like getting more and more pretty..i'm jealous.hahaha..

Come notice me
And take my hand
So why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby

And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

After all...
After all...

--Britney Spears.everytime.

I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do.
I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due.
So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,
And jumped up off my knees.
My Christian duty was now done
My soul could rest at ease.
All day long I had no time
To spread a word of cheer.
No time to speak of Christ to friends,
They'd laugh at me I'd fear.
No time, no time, too much to do,
That was my constant cry,
No time to give to souls in need
But at last the time, the time to die.
I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes.
For in his hands God held a book; It was the book of life.
God looked into his book and said
"Your name I cannot find.
I once was going to write it down...
But never found the time"

hmm..decided to set targets for the EYE exams.
eng: 72 -> 75
chi: 60 -> 65 [must must must must must go back.cannot stay so low.blehh]
maths: 65 -> 70
science: 78 -> 80
lit: 60 -> 70 [must must must must must go back.cannot stay so low.blehh]
hist: 74 -> 78
geog: 75 -> 80

oh well..we'll see whether i can make those gaols @ the end of the year lah..but hopefully i can..sigh.really shld congratulate ZL, evelyn and achu..still managed to ace such difficult papers.so pro..haha.still can't get the "Y GARDE SO PRO!!!!!!" outta my head..plus the "garde..garde"..or in rani's version.."gaudy garde" outta my head..sigh.miss sports day!!haha..

oh yea..was laughing like a mad woman..flapping my fluffy wings and squaking like a chicken..and my mother scolded me..saying that i'll become one.if that's the case..then all of us should be laughing like crazy and say "hahaha..first in level!!hahaha.." right?..or in my case.."hahaha..sane!!sane!!hahaha.."

then after that..my sister started telling to go "hahaha..worm!!!hahaha"..so that poof we could all turn into worms.then after that..she started imitating 4 laughing babies on America's Funniest Home Videos and saying that they should all go "hahaha..President!!hahaha..".bright kids, bright future.jolly good.

Sam


Who is your Ideal Lord of the Rings (male) Mate?
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oh whatever man..rachel's so lucky.honsestly..legolas?zi..u're right..he's so much cuter when he's legolas..haha.now my sister is gonna lecture us on the proper way to remember legolas..heroic, brave, etc.


hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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ooooooh..same as rachel!!haha..

Play
What is Love?
it's the way you're nervous when you speak
the way i know just what you mean
it's the kind of thing that's bitter sweet
it's the funny feeling deep inside
so many different sides
but still so easy to live by

cause you know it everytime
and not just in your mind
but you can feel the butterflies
sendin' chills down your spine

what is love
but a kiss on a rainy day
a smile that won't go away
a safe play to run
what is love
but a complicated simple truth
a bond between me and you
the number one

[all that's love]

and the things that never cross your mind
what you're doing all the time
it's with someone special, it's alright
it's like dancing when you walk
and singing when you talk
you are happy just to be alive

live in the moment, don't pretend
let it go and take it in
you don't have to understand
the how, why, and whens

what is love
but a kiss on a rainy day
a smile that won't go away
a safe place to run
what is love
but a complicated simple truth
a bond between me and you
the number one

so take off your hat and stay for a minute
love is a precious thing
if you let it in
you'll never know what you'll find
until you give it, sometime, sometime

what is love [what is love...yeah]
but a kiss on a rainy day
a smile that won't go away [a smile that won't go away]
a safe place to run
what is love [what is love]
but a complicated simple truth [a simply truth]
a bond between me and you [between me and you]
the number one

what is love [what is love]
but a kiss on a rainy day
a smile that won't go away
a safe place to run [a safe place to run]
what is love [what is love]
but a complicated simple truth
a bond between me and you [between me and you]
the number one [the number one]

all that's love
what is love
it's kiss on a rainy day

Is it Love?
Got an angel at my bed side
Watching over me tonight
Smiling from a photograph
And everything's just right

I've been dreaming of you before
And now it's true
My heart is beating just for you
Baby I wanna know

Is it love? Is it love?
Is it why I fall everytime you call?
Is it love? Really love?
When you say it's forever
Is it love? Is it love?
That I'm breathing
When I dream of you tonight

Tell me how can I imagine
Something brighter than your eyes
No one ever came this close
You made me realize

I've been dreaming of you before
And now it's true
My heart is beating just for you
Baby I wanna to know

Is it love? Is it love?
Is it why I fall everytime you call?
Is it love? Really love?
When you say it's forever
Is it love? Is it love?
That I'm breathing
When I dream of you tonight

Is it always gonna be..
Will you always care for me?
It's all that I want
All that you need
Is it all I ever hoped for, baby?

Is it love? Is it love?
Is it why I fall everytime you call?
Is it love? Really love?
When you say it's forever

Is it love? Is it love?
Is it why I fall everytime you call?
Is it love? Really love?
When you say it's forever
Is it love? Is it love?
That I'm breathing
When I dream of you tonight

When I dream of you tonight

To Live And To Die For
If I knew just what to say
I would make it go away
All this pain inside
I don't wanna fight

I refuse to say goodbye
It's because I'm much too proud
To apologize
When I know you're right

And there's so much I
Should have told you that I was afriad
Come to me, let me show you

(Chorus)

Cause now I have to let you know
I don't wanna lose your love
It's to live and to die for
I don't have a doubt I'm sure
I've never felt this way before
I could live and die for your love

I said the things I did to see
If you would walk away from me
My insecurity ....
Drives you away for me

I don't ever wanna break it
I think it's worth the while to save it
I can make it right
Oh baby let me try

And there's so much I
Should have told you that I was afriad
Come to me, let me show you

(Chorus)

No, no, no
I'll never let you know
Don't you know
I really need you so

No, no, no, no
If I wouldn't love you
Then why would I constantly
Say I do ..

>>was on a "play lyrics" posting frenzy.rachel, aren't you proud?haha..now for other interesting lyrics..

The Corrs
Breathless
Go on go on
Leave me breathless
Come on [echo...]

Hey... yeah...

The daylight's fading slowly
But time with you is standing still
I'm waiting for you only
The slightest touch and I feel weak
I cannot lie, from you I cannot hide
And I'm losing the will to try
Can't hide it (can't hide it), can't fight it (can't fight it)

So go on, go on, come on, leave me breathless
Tempt me, tease me, until I can't deny
This loving feeling (loving feeling)
Make me long for your kiss
Go on (go on), go on (go on)
Yeah...
Come on
Yeah...

And if there's no tomorrow
And all we have is here and now
I'm happy just to have you
You're all the love I need somehow
It's like a dream
Although I'm not asleep
And I never want to wake up
Don't lose it (don't lose it), don't leave it (don't leave it)

So go on, go on, come on, leave me breathless
Tempt me, tease me, until I can't deny
This loving feeling (loving feeling)
Make me long for your kiss
Go on (go on), go on (go on)
Yeah...
Come on [echo...]

[Guitar's solo] Yeah-ie, yeah, yeah-ie, yeah...

And I can't lie
From you I cannot hide
And I've lost my will to try
Can't hide it (can't hide it), can't fight it, (can't fight it)

So go on, (go on) go on, (go on), come on, leave me breathless
Tempt me, tease me, until I can't deny
This loving feeling (loving feeling) Make me long for your kiss

Go on, (go on) go on, (go on) come on, leave... me breathless
Go on, (go on) go on, (go on) come on, leave... me breathless
Go on, (go on) go on, (go on) come on, leave... me breathless
Go on... go on!

Summer Sunshine
I feel it's changing, I stay the same
I'm... a solo cello outside a chor-us
I've got a secret
It's time for me to tell that you've been keeping me warm

Just sweet beginnings and bitter en-dings
In coffee city, we borrowed hea-ven
Don't give it back, I've never felt so wanted
Are you taking me home?

You tell me you have to go...

In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody needs to know

Now that you've left me, there's no retur-ning
I keep comparing, you're always win-ning
I try to be strong but you'll never be more wanted
Will you make me at home?

Don't tell me you have to go...

In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody needs to know

Ya da... ya da... ya da

To sweet beginnings and bitter en-dings
In coffee city, we borrowed hea-ven
Don't give it back
Winter is coming and I need to stay warm

The heat.....

In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody knows

In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody needs to know