Wednesday, June 30, 2004

And so i'm BACK from outer space...
heheh..not really.my father's com crashed..so i haf ta blog in sch.going fro CMC soon.heh.sch's been ok so far..changed a whole BUNCH of teachers..some for the better, and some for the worse..in my opinion.boring trs stayed, and the interesting, good teachers changed class/left.pleasant.but there're some that are ok la..so sch's ok so far..aahh,wad do i know..it's been only..3 days?we'll c how this semester goes, soon enough.streaming option form has come!!!!which equals a whole amt of stress from parents to choose the RIGHT stream.wad IS the right stream anyway????!!!sigh.this is gonna be a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG semester.

other than that, i have no social life what so ever.nothing.no activities outside of sch or anything.ok mayb eating is counted..but that's outta the pt..i need to get a life.or mayb i haf one juz dat i didn't noe.hmm..i'm SLOW!!!hahahah..yay!!

hev really fallen in love with "accidentally in love"..can't do without my daily dosage..once a day.minimum.or else i'll turn REALLY cranky.haha.love the song.love ocean avenue,summer sunshine and teenage superstar too.hmm..my new hobby.listening out for my daily dosage of songs.not much..but i have no life..or do i?

confused...

Say goodbye
To your boyfriend
She's in town
For the weekend
She's so hot
And your not
Girl she sing for it all

And take a stand
Number up now
She's second-hand
You better kick her ass now
She's black light
A daylight
And now she's waken around...

Thursday, June 24, 2004

There's a place off Ocean Avenue
Where I used to sit and talk with you
We were both 16 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night

There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet
We were both 18 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

There's a piece of you that's here with me
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that you're here tonight
That you're here tonight

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

I remember the look in your eyes
When I told you that this was goodbye
You were begging me not tonight
Not here, not now
We're looking up at the same night sky
And keep pretending the sun will not rise
Be together for one more night
Somewhere, somehow

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away...

>>Yellowcard.Ocean Avenue.

thought this song was rather sad..esp the middle part..bout leaving.but we'll all have to one day..things don't last forever..

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

FINISHED!!!i'm done with holiady homework.FINALLY.wad good does that do anyway?everything sucks anyway.

aah.inching closer to the day of doom, ie. sch reopening day.aai..sucks man.everything sucks.

UGH.dreading it..

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

Imagine.A life without fun.A life without anything to look forward to.Well, imagination is becoming reality.

Imagine.A life that is based solely on a fixed time table.A life that has no time for anything except schhol.Well, imagination is becoming reality.

Imagine.A life without colour;a life so dull that it moves, only making you die a little more each day.Well, imagination is becoming reality.

Think about it.
So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love [x7]

Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally [x2]

Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her

Love ...I'm in love

>>Counting Crows.Accidentally in Love.
MY "DREAM GUY"
1. hair color?don't really care
2. eye color?ditto.
3. height?preferably as tall, or taller than me?shoter's ok too..heh.
4. handsome?don't really care..
5. long/short hair?ditto.
6. glasses?ditto.
7. piercings?ditto.
8. chest hair?err..
9. buff or skinny?in the middle?
10.straight teeth, gap,or braces?don't really care..
11. punk/jock/emo/sXe/goth?ditto.
12. funny or serious?funny most of the time.DUH.can laugh till i dop..heh.but serious if he has to..
13. party or stay at home?BOTH..
14. should he cook or bake?cook..?
15. should he have a best friend?doesn't really matter..
16. should he have a lot of girl friends?ditto.just as they don't steal him!!haha..
17. outgoing or shy?doesn't really matter..
18. sarcastic or sincere?..sarcastic?LOVE that.haha..
19. would he watch chick flicks?don't really care..
20. would he be a smoker?NO!!!doesn't he know that it contains over 4000 POISONS???*starts ranting on the harmful effects of smoking*
21. would he drink?NO!!!!doesn't he know..*stuff toys roll their eyes*..stuff toys:you haf to excuse her..she's umm..crazy.
22. would he swear?umm..occasionally?
23. would he pay for dates?most of them?heh..i'm eviiiil!!!!
25. where would you go to dinner? -anywhere?
26. would he bring you flowers?no need for that, now..
27. would he lay under the stars with you?YEAH!!
28. would he write poetry about you?umm...no?too cheesy if you ask me..but if it's sincere..
29. would he call you hunny, sweetie, dear or
baby?..baby?kinda sweet..heh.the rest sound so MATURE..haha.
30. would he hang out with you and YOUR friends?don't mind..
31. would you hang out with him and HIS friends?why not?
32. would he play sports?doesn't really matter..
33. would he skateboard?ditto.
34. would he snowboard?mayb..
35. guitar?DEFINITELY!!
36. play piano?cool..
37. play drums?sure!!
38. would he clean his room?uh-huh..
39. would he paint, draw, sculpt?err..
41. would he sing for you?yea..doesn't even matter if his voice sux..it's juz super sweet.heheh..
42. use the word dude?yea..
43. use the word tight?ditto.
44. what kind of car would he drive?doesn't really matter..if he doesn't haf a car, that's cool too..
45. would he put his arm around you or hold your hands?..both?
46. would he dance?doesn't really matter..cos i don't.heh.. :)
47. how often would you see him?every minute of the day..
48. would you want him to get you jewelry?no..?
49. stay up and talk all night long?DU-UH!!
50. say I love you?not unless he means it?..love's a big thing..haha.

>>heheh.aud, zi..you can like do this instead of ur LONG lists!!haha..yay!!heh.took this of shin wei's blog..hope you don't mind!!!heh.sum of the stuff here are umm..kinda (no offence to anyone) stupid/insignificant..i mean cos, just as long you like him for who he is..nothing else in the world matters..does it?haha.

Friday, June 11, 2004

AHHHHHHH!I'M NOT BLOODY GETTING ANY WORK DONE!MY CHINESE ISN'T EVEN DONE!I'VE ALREADY BLOODY EXCEEDED MY TAGET!HOW???!!!AT THIS RATE..I'M NEVER GONNA PASS MY STREAMING!!!!NEVER GONNA PASS MY 'O' LEVELS AND NEVER GONNA HAVE A REASONABLE CAREER!F**K!

I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, June 07, 2004

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Thursday, June 03, 2004

read a book recently."shape of my heart by tiffanie debartolo.it's about this girl, beatrice jordan.an outcast, a loner.life wasn't right for her.she answers and ad.."if your intentions are pure, i'm seeking a friend for the end of the world".she meets a guy, jacob grace.things used to suck for her..but during that one year..she feel, truly, nadly and deeply in love with this guy.and..finally, she's happy.really happy..for the first time in her life.but life isn't fair.it tears them apart and he drowns.all her dreams lost..all happiness gone..her only comfort was to know that he died happy; knowing that he loved someone and she loved him back.some may call it mushy and lovey-dovey and everything..but i call it perfect.heart wrenching towards the end, yes, but perfect.

that made me start to wonder.is it worth it to have a long, unsatisfactory love life, or one short, romantic and happy one?

think about it.

Cause now I have to let you know
I don't wanna lose your love
It's to live and to die for
I don't have a doubt I'm sure
I've never felt this way before
I could live and die for your love...