i hate stress.
i hate studies.
i hate myself.



when is this going to end?

thanks guys.
hi dolly, but you know what?
i've failed.
in each and every one of my aspirations,
i've failed.
no longer the old me.
just the plain useless new me.
and you know what?
I HATE IT.


It should just end now.
cutting...

i hate life so bad.wanna just end it..now.acid, or jump??..still weighing which one's more painful.

my gardes are all f*cking falling.ALL my subjects.my bloody chinese, MATHS, science, geog, EVEN BLOODY ENGLISH.what am i to f*cking do?!!!so shit.if this keeps up, i can say bye to triple science FOREVER.maybe even cedar.HOW?!!!death?pain?..sounds good.life so f*cking sucks..i hate every bit of it.every bit.

where's siew hwee?? we need to get that talking done.and FAST.

so screwed..

The HSL dinner RAWKED!!!!!!!!u hear????RAWKED!!!!!!!it was so super fun..it would be one of the few days i wont forget..I MISS THE DINNER!!!!!!haha..

First, my family and i reached late.we're always late.oh well..haha..then we saw zi, aud, vi and zi yan.then we went to meet ain, achu, rachel and jazzy at the foyer..then we went up to the hall.haha..so fun!!!!!!!!!!!the activities and food all..really.then got this song thing..pai sei..went up so many times.oh well..haha.then my mummy won he best catwalk, then got more interactive games where we all stood up and cheered REALLY loudly.so FUN!!!!!(:

ya lah..sad dat we had to go home.sigh..mayb i'll come back for next yr!!(:

AAAAAAAAAAH.how to study?i wan my discipline back.DISCIPLINE..oh DISCIPLINE!!!!!COME BACK!!!!!

Michelle Branch::All you wanted
I wanted to be like you
I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away

I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone to show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the tide comes I'd take you away

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares

I'm sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares

All you wanted was somebody who cares
If you need me you know I'll be there
Oh, yeah

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares

Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone.

i'm gonna fail.i hate maths.

Finally updating..after a LONG time.guess that was kinda obvious..haha.

Let's see what's goin on in my life:
1.exams + tests + not enough hard work = i'm dead.
perfect equation don't ya think?
2.i'm slacking too much.
3.my results are not good enough.
4.i'm not gonna get into triple science.DIE.
5.had a great national day..with jasmine, rach, tiffany and zarra..no thanks to a certain idiot.hah..nice jokes, cow.."wanna take you to a gay bar.."
6.stress is building up and i'm not freaking studying.i'm SO dead..sigh.

And that's what been happening in about half a month.oh yea..plus we've switched trs back again..kinda hard to adjust..hmmm.i just hope, wish and pray i can buck up before all the tests and exams.must persevere!!..

..i pray i can.