It's happening.
too quickly.

THE FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL HAS JUST ENDED.
AND..
we've got homework already.
WONDERFUL way to spend the first weekend of 2006.
sigh, but i think even if we weren't given any homework,
we'd still have to start our Olevel prep anyway.
revsion has GOT TO START.
no way, am i going to wait till the MYEs arrive.
then again, come to think of it,
they MYEs aren't too far away.

WHAT AM I THINKING.
it's only the 6th of jaunary.
MYEs are in MAY.
then again, time flies past way too quickly.
maybe next time i look back,
the MYEs might be OVER.
goodness, how i hate time.
the way it passes;
the way it can never come back, after it's gone.
i ahte it.
but there are some things we can't change,
and i guess that's something i'll have to accept.

time's speeding up again.
the lessons are in full swing,
homework's piling up.
so is revision.
mschee is getting crazier and crzaier with her time limits for sum-doing,
and everyone's barely understanding.
time to get going, i guess.
i can't stay here forever.

The only constant in life is change.
i just wish it weren't so.
"How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?"
"Blessed be your name, on the road marked with suffering"

It's gonna be ONE LONG YEAR..

And just like THAT,
the school year starts.
it was such a weird feeling,
going back to school;
seeing familiar faces and places again.
doing the things i used to do.
it felt as if i never had a holiday.
the stress is STARTING to build,
expectations have been set,
and things have started turning.
what a scary thought it is;
to think that i could've forgotten the holidays to fast.

UP go those bras

"the harder you try,
the more you won't make it.
wehn it comes to people,
they like to do the opposite of what you want them to do".
or something along those lines.
WELL, no wonder things didn't work out with a certain...
group. the HOTfamily...
'i tried so hard and got so far,
but in the end, it doesn't even matter.
i had to fall, to lose it all.
but in the end, it doesn't even matter...'
perhaps, things will be different.
perhaps, with God's grace,
things will turn out FINE this time.
"If it's His will,
he will not only burden YOUR heart.
but he'll burden ALL our hearts".
i guess.
nothing happens by coincidence.
and so, i wait.

It's such a wonderful thing to be sick at home;
staring out at the rain,
and wondering if there was more to life.

No more time to waste;
the planning starts now.
to take things one step at a time?
not this year.
"not slow and steady,
but fast and accurate".
well, that's something we've got NO CHOICE,
but to learn this year.

Fast and accurate.
fast and accurate...

BLESSED BE YOUR NAME
Blessed be your name
In the land that is plentiful
Where the streams of abundance flow
Blessed be your name

Blessed be your name
When I'm found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness
Blessed be your name

Every blessing you pour out,
I turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say...

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be your glorious name

Blessed be your name
When the sun's shining down on me
When the world's all as it should be
Blessed be your name

Blessed be your name
On the road marked with suffering
Oh, There's pain in the offering
Blessed be your name

Every blessing you pour out,
I turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say...

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be your glorious name

You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to stay
Lord, Blessed be your name

AHHH.
the new year's finally here.
i didn't want it to come.
i still don't.
but it's here anyway.
2006 -- sec 4, Os, LOTS AND LOTS OF STRESS.
sounds PROMISING.
oh well, better to be positive about it i guess.
LET THE GAMES BEGIN.

the last few days of 2005 were WONDEFUL.(:
(minus the falling sick part)
the WEIRD leadership camp in sentosa--
the flying chicken during our MULTI-LEVEL(LAYER) CAPTAIN'S BALL.
or.."amaeypadeypadeyjiggerebah!"
OKAY!..ALRIGHT!..hahaha.
the sec 1 ORIENTATION--
"SHERMAINE IN YELLOW/WHITE!" -_-
*clapclapclap* YAYYYY! -_-
or.."AHHHH!MINE'S ONLY 11 MB!!"hahaha

and of course..
THE LAST OUTING WITH THE COMM (or half of it)
tiff, jake, rach, dlam, jane and john.
i practically ran home from school then rushed out again after a HURRIED lunch.
barely made it into the train when i saw..
JOHN!
xia4si3ren2 indeed.
then we met the rest at palawan beach itself,
seeing jane in her bikini and all.
(HORRIBLE IMAGES!!)
and tiff joined in later too(:
alot of dunking followed..
and an AMUSING conversation about..
GENTLEMANLY SUPPORT. (or lack of in that poor lady's case)
then we ended the day with jumping off the jetty at siloso beach.
(: unforgettable fun.

2006 is here.
2005 is gone.
i can start anew.
i can choose to forget.
"see it as something you've passed,
then when the time is right;
look back and see how far you've come."
thanks jane.
thanks everyone;
for making my 2005 memorable.
if God wills it,
please stay in my 2006(:

God bless this new year.