I've done the most IDIOTIC things in my life,
yet i'm still alive.
some times, knowing too much could kill you.
thank God, i know enough to keep my alive,
but nothing more.

A knife in the chest

we wish for the strangest things.
things that could lead to PARANOIA.
yet, we want them anyway.
it's kind of sad, that we're so stubborn.
haha, then again;
i'm probably the worst.

the things we want, but can never have.
the forbidden fruit always tastes the sweetest.
HAHA, if only things weren't so true...

sometimes, memories need to be erased to move on.
so then; do i, or NOT?

why can't i move on?

weird occurances.
stupid habits.
won't stop.can't stop.

just keep moving, just keep moving...
don't stagnate.
they're catching up.
just keep moving, just keep moving...

i'm still stuck

SCHOOL.haha, what a joke.
revision, tests, homework.
people, FRIENDS.
mixing.
i don't get it, sometimes.
1 step, 2 steps, 3 steps, four.
in, out.found, lost.

'Cause you'll be in my heart;
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on, now and forever more
You'll be in my heart;
No matter what they say.
You'll be here in my heart, always

Why can't they understand the way we feel
They just don't trust what they can't explain
I know we're different but, deep inside us
We're not that different at all

Time to start thinking about the things i've said and done.
Time to set new targets.
Time to move on.

The things we'll never have...

I LOVE MY DARLING(:
and SISTERS(:

HAHA, i can't say many thing have hapened,
but i'll say that things have definietly changed.
then again, SO WHAT IF THEY HAVE?
i can't do anything even if i wanted to.
no wonder people like POWER.
...change wouldn't be a problem.

what i'd give to go back in time.
to a time when everything SEEMED to look right;
when all of us were 'tight';
when we were still close.
now, all of that seems to have dissipated.
and i'm left here,
wondering what happened.

it's a miracle i screw up every good thing that happens to me.
i wonder if it's a curse.

Some times, God lets things happen for a reason.
though we might not always know why,
He does.
and that's all that matters.

I don't care about what happens,
or who i am or become any more.
because it's what and who He wants me to be.

I lift my life up to Him.